finally….nakapanood ulit ako ng ASAP 2day…sa tv ah. Last time na nakita ko si baladir sa ASAP, bago pa sila umalis ata sa US. :p …narinig ko kseng kumakanta si ian (shempers memorize ko ang boses nya di ba) ng If You’re Not the One ni Daniel B….so walang kagatol-gatol..iniwan ko ung mga alaga ko at tumakbo ko sa harap ng tv…masilip man lang si baladir.

So tinitigan ko sya….parang iba na ang itsura nya…o naninibago lang ako…parang di na sya kagwapuhan…hhmmm….haha…and then nang patapos na ung kanta…nagtabi na sila ni Rachelle…my gulay! magkamukha na po sila! At without thinking….nagtxt ako kay ian…(himala un ah!)…nangamusta lang ako, nagsabing bz pa rin ako, nagparegards sa mom&dad nya at sinabi kong magkamukha na sila ni rachelle..sabay “uuyyy”…di ba sabi nila pagmagkahawig daw magkakatuluyan…oh crap! sino p bang naniniwala dun… :p but then again, for the kilig factor… magkamukha nga sila!

at…reply agad ang baladir….kahit sa txt niya..ramdam ko ang saya ng lalakeng ito….kung may aura ang txt msgs…pambihira, ang ganda ng aura ng txt nya!!!! Good for him!

yun lng ang update ko….problema ko pa kung paano “bubuhayin” ulit ang site nya… cno b kaseng nag-aasikaso nun?!?!?!

😆

I’ll try to cook something special for his birthday next month!

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Life is good…….. …
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……………… only…
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mine’s messed up..
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i should have…….
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but…………………..
……………it’s time.

Shoulda, Woulda, Coulda!!!

I Shall Believe
by Sheryl Crow

Come to me now
And lay your hands over me
Even if it’s a lie
Say it will be alright
And I shall believe

I’m broken in two
And I know you’re on to me
That I only come home
When I’m so all alone
But I do believe

That not everything is gonna be the way
You think it ought to be
It seems like every time I try to make it right
It all comes down on me
Please say honestly you won’t give up on me
And I shall believe
And I shall believe

Open the door
And show me your face tonight
I know it’s true
No one heals me like you
And you hold the key

Never again
would I turn away from you
I’m so heavy tonight
But your love is alright
And I do believe

That not everything is gonna be the way
You think it ought to be
It seems like every time I try to make it right
It all comes down on me
Please say honestly
You won’t give up on me
And I shall believe
I shall believe

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1:23 pm

Have u ever wished for something or someone so bad ? so bad that you couldn’t do anything right, you couldn’t eat, couldn’t sleep and it seems that it’s eating you alive? When you’re praying (u do pray nman di ba? haha) for something/someone… just to have a day, a moment, or even a dream with it/him/her? I do. always. Kaya lang everything seems unattainable talaga…or so near & yet so far! Ironically, kapag alam kong hindi ko makuha…halos ipagdasal ko gabi-gabi…pero mysteriously…eerrr miraculously, dumarating naman ang araw na natutupad…and by then, AYAW ko na!!! Wat da **** is wrong with me??? Siguro, kung marunong mapikon ang Diyos…ANG TAGAL-TAGAL na nyang irita sa akin. Siguro sa loob-loob Niya, “ano ba tlaga ang gusto Sharon Abreu Santos??? Make up your freakin’ mind!” Oh di ba, conio p si God.

kung pwede lang mangatwiran na: “ayaw ko na po nyan…”

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kaya pala eh!!!

p.s. interesting morning for me.

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