what the ???

1:23 pm

Have u ever wished for something or someone so bad ? so bad that you couldn’t do anything right, you couldn’t eat, couldn’t sleep and it seems that it’s eating you alive? When you’re praying (u do pray nman di ba? haha) for something/someone… just to have a day, a moment, or even a dream with it/him/her? I do. always. Kaya lang everything seems unattainable talaga…or so near & yet so far! Ironically, kapag alam kong hindi ko makuha…halos ipagdasal ko gabi-gabi…pero mysteriously…eerrr miraculously, dumarating naman ang araw na natutupad…and by then, AYAW ko na!!! Wat da **** is wrong with me??? Siguro, kung marunong mapikon ang Diyos…ANG TAGAL-TAGAL na nyang irita sa akin. Siguro sa loob-loob Niya, “ano ba tlaga ang gusto Sharon Abreu Santos??? Make up your freakin’ mind!” Oh di ba, conio p si God.

kung pwede lang mangatwiran na: “ayaw ko na po nyan…”

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