Ages ago, when he left me withered, this was my song. :: Listen or Right Click & ‘Save Target As’ (480kb)::

One of these days
One of these very ordinary days
Your going to call my name
And I won’t be there

After the days
After these very,very many days
Your going to see the light
And I won’t be there

And on that day
Some how I’ll find the strength to stay away
I won’t give in
I will not let myself be taken in
Again oh no my friend

One of these days
Out of the blue you’ll start remembering
And I won’t care
Cause I won’t be there

Oh and on that day
I swear I’ll find the strength somehow to stay away
I won’t give in
I will not let myself be taken in
Again oh no my friend

Thats what I say
Thats what I tell myself I won’t give in
So try it someday and you’ll see that I won’t be there
No you know,you know I won’t be there
One of these,one of these,one of these days
I won’t be there

And after 3 or 4 years…honestly, i don’t remember how long it has been….

Today is that day that i’ve been waiting for.

Last nite, I heard this song again. Ang tagal ding inamag ng mp3 kong ito sa pc ko. At for some reason last nite, napagtripan kong pakinggan ulit. But this time, wala ng tears habang nakikisabay ako kay Barry Manilow.

And then today, around 12 pm, may nag-missed call. Unregistered number…tapos nagtxt sya.

Unreg #: Sharon musta n? Pwde b kita mkausap
Shaui: Hu u?
Unreg #: Pwde ko b mhingi landline mo? ***** (name nya *****)
Shaui: Y?
*****: R u sharon?
Shaui: Yes i am.
*****: Then u know hu i am?Ryt? F u realy r sharn may i know ur favorite name
Shaui: Wat? Ikw ang ngtxt s kin,tpos kaw p may gnang i-test ako!?My gulay!So wat do u need?? Men, r u in some kind of trouble?Big prob para AKO, of all pipol, ang kontakin mo? Regards n lng kay rhea. (sis nya)
*****: Cno k b tlga? Pwde ko b malaman name mo?
Shaui: D b sbi mo knina ako c sharon? E di sharon name ko. at aparently, irene yta ang fave name ko?
*****: Ok i believe u. U realy r sharon. Pwde ko b mhingi numbr mo gus2 sna kitang mkausp. Pwde b? Pls.
*****: R u free today? Pwde b tau mgmit s sta lu?
Shaui: Nope, i don’t think its a gud idea. Ano b prob mo?
*****: Wla nman gus2 lng sna kita makita n mkausp. Bkit mo nman (nsabi) nde mgandang idea kung mgmit tyo?
Shaui: 1st,i dnt want to see u! 2nd, kme nila reya ang magkikita mmy. Ok? Ok! Gudlak n lng!
*****: Mgkikita kau ni reya bka pwdeng sumama? San b kau mgkikita?

And that was it!

So bkit ko pinaalam na magkikita kme nila reya…para ipamukha ko lng na ako may friends na kasama mula noon pa…na nakakaalam ng mga ginawa nya noon…and that we don’t need someone like him. Ah basta gusto ko lng malaman nya na magkakasama pa rin kami ng tropa…na dating kasa-kasama nya. Feel ko kse mukhang wla syang friends n matakbuhan at ako pa ang napagtripan nyang kontakin.

At ang reaction ng tropa:
“Buhay pa pala ang mokong na un!”
“The nerve of that guy!”
“Ignore him, kala nya cguro khit mtgal n nangyari un nkalimutan mo n ang gnwa nya!”

I may never know what he wanted to say or why he wants to see me. I honestly don’t care. I’m done with that part of my life na involve sya. Kung magsosorry man sya, which i doubt, di ko na rin kailangan. Ngayon pa sya lilitaw, now that in a few days ay baka dumating na ang pinakamalaking pagbabago sa buhay ko. God knows I needed that change…and ayoko nang mag-drag ng luma at negative sa bukas ko.

I think he’s a daylight … and a dollar too late. 😉

This is another SIGN coming true! Sabi sa nyo, totoo ang signs/horoscopes/predictions (minsan) eh!

So, off i go to see my friends…toodooloo!!!

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